♥Forever seems untrue.

2009-05-26T11:54:00.002+08:00

Jackie ong yoke jie !
this silly lil brother of mine,
all the advices and scolding that i've told you since last year,
you dont seems to listen at all.
i've told you alot of time already, if you choose to walk this path thn you get prepared to go either boys home, or hospital.Worst to worst,Coffin.
Since you've choose this path, there's noting i can do.Tried to pulled you back, to be a good lil boy.
but you didnt wanna listen. & now ... you ended up like that. ):
Hais, your family all very worry for you,you're still so young my dear.
After this case, please turn back & be a good boy ok(:
stop making us worry for you.
Lets hope you'll be sentence probation .
i cant afford to see all my love ones going in 1 by 1 ):

2009-05-24T16:41:00.002+08:00

(:
im on trail probation now, got to reach home before 8 everyday.
So people, dont temp me with any clubs, chalet or parties alright! haha.
did nothing much recently, still worrying about my case.
Girls home? probation? hostel? Hais.
What ever is it, i still have to bare my consiquences.

People around, just forget about the past.
Xiaohai,he's not as bad as you people may think.
he knew what he did was wrong,he didnt want to lead this kind of life either.
everyday i'll spot him dropping a few drops of tears quietly to himself.
it hurts, i knew what have happened to him in the past, his family, friends, girlf.
nobody will understand him.
he may have done a very big big mistakes , but everyone deserve chances.
He's facing his sentence,& serving his punishment already,
& i believe he'll be in for 10years, or maybe even worst.
So those poeple who's looking & searching high & low for him due to some reasons..
Guess its time to take a break, he wont be around for a long long time.
& by the time he's out, he's probably already at the age of 30+ ,40,
hais,Let bygones be bygones & let him off will you ?

2009-05-14T19:17:00.003+08:00

SHYT MY HAIR! argh,forget it.must be positive!My hair will grow ok! (:

Have been studying for my exams the past few days.
the papers were really tough, probably because of my absent for 2months.
i guess its really time for me to buck up.no time to waste anymore.
down to court this morning, will be sentences on the 16th of june.
those who have been worrying for me the past 2 months +,
i shall assure you that no matter what my sentence gonna be, i will be a good girl.
im gonna treat this as a lesson and never will i allow such things to happen again.
Im really glad that things are going fine between me & my family(:
thanks for all your forgiveness, i've finally realised the importance of my family.
All the dissapointment and trouble i've brought to them since im young,
its time for me to repay them , by being a good girl and walk the right path.
Sorry friends, i may have to neglet you guys... its time for me to catch up on my studies.
i will get back to you when things are getting better alright (:
But still, anything can give me a call ya , i'll always be there (:

P.s : Trust me, family members are the one who will always be there for you(:

2009-05-08T15:21:00.006+08:00

I MISS MY LONG HAIR ! ):

Im back !(:
currently on bail,waiting for sentence.
dont worry people,i will be fine.
no matter what my sentence gonna be,i will be good and no longer like before.
A Bigbig sorry to those who've been searching for me ,high & low.
all the worries and dissapointment that i've brought to you guys,im really sorry.
no worries anymore alright. i'll be a good lil girl (:

Steven law rong zhi,
Kor,thanks for forgiving me for what i've done.
i know that i've dissapoint you alot.
the Innocent lil sister of urs, yet become a heartless idoit.hais
sorry, i didnt want to.its hurts ):
kor,i promise..i wont let anything hurt or break our 2years++ relationship anymore.
i'll treasure it & be your good lil meimei like before (:
Dont worry about me le k, i wont let things like that happen again (:

KwanBeeShi,& Mable Wong Li Ya.
Jie&baby, i believe theres many misunderstanding between us.
hopefully,things are getting better now.
& again...im sorry for all the worries that i've brought to you two.
i know what ever you'll have said is for my own good,
but i didnt seek any of ur advice & ended up like this.
Forget it,whats done is done. lets hope nothing like this will happen anymore alright.
iloveyous (;

Mummy,
you're the greatest mummy(:
thanks for all the sacrifises you've done for me.
i've learn from my mistake, & i promise..i'll never do it again.
i'll never gonna break ur heart again mummy, i love you (:
I dunno what my sentence will be, weither is it probation,hostel or girls home.
i'll change & be a good lil daughter of yours .
No more such nonsence, i cant bare to do anything to hurt you anymore.

Everyone else who've been worrying about me,
Xiaobaby,joy,huimin,jackie,my family members ,many many more.
thanks soooo much.
you guys are the sweetest ok (:
i'll never forget (: haha!

Boy,no matter what your sentence is.
i'll wait, i love you!

2009-02-26T18:19:00.008+08:00

If only you're mine, i swear..i will love you wholeheartedly (:
Boy,years have past..i miss you,i love you ):
I know its hard for you to believe what i say now,
Its okay with me,my dear.
& i know its impossible between us,
i didnt expect much from you either,but to see you smile (:
take good care of yourself & last long with your girlf k .
Afterall,she's a girl.. she needs your love & pamper.
stop quarreling with her over small matters alr, should learn to tolerate & give in.
iloveyou,

Listen to this song, its what i wanna tell you(:

2009-02-25T15:05:00.004+08:00

I felt some alibaba nonsense around me in school today,& yes.mr jackie back in school (:
baked cookies with him today, he's so dumb (:

That somebody wanna eat my cookie! haha.
"next time than bake for you k (:"

2009-02-24T16:46:00.007+08:00

Fuck those memories, im perfectly fine without you by myside (:

over at hotel with,mabelbaby,levynne,xbee, xH**,& another guy on saturday & sunday.
had lots of fun ,& its probably the last time finding MrIce , as i've promised "that somebody" not to find him & his 'friend' anymore. Haha !
but, we dont seems to be in good terms since yesterday,he's attached,& i think that it wasnt quite right for me to contact him,i dont want her girlf to misunderstand the relationship between us. So, should the promise i made goes on? Sign.

& Happy Birthday Daddy !
it was his birthday yesterday,drove down to eastcoast for lunch & then to one of the pub in chinatown.drink & enjoyed ourself (:

Im missing "that somebodyyy",hais D:
he's so fxcking dao today ok... sign,

did something fxcking stupid today. dont wish to write anything about it.
Climbed out of school, wanted to run, but went back home instead.

sign,sign,sign ! Joey Chua Cheryl Jiaerrrrrrr ~2years have past, time for you to wake up, & forget about him.

2009-02-20T14:41:00.009+08:00

Im gonna be suffering from depression very soon.
many things flash back into my memories.
i finally realise that, i've been running away from reality from the very beganing.
i've regretted what i've done in the past,i felt really silly.
i seriously hate this feeling im having now,i could hardly take it anymore.
nobody gonna understand, not even baby ): Signn..

Hui Xin Zhuan Yi - Hei Long

2009-02-16T15:00:00.003+08:00

Well, im ok with my lil baby already.
So no worries people. im fine :D
school today as usual, nothing special,just felt something missing D:
Sign, Jackie Ong Yoke Jie , why cant you just seek my advice for once ?
you dont seems to learn anything after all that have happen.
i did so much for you, trying to help you get out of trouble , & even got punch by ahbomb just to protect you. yet ? you fxcking dissapoint me by listening & going with those alibaba people and get into this mess now. If i know that things would turn up like that, i shouldnt have bothered so much about you , let ahbomb they all whack you . what for i care so much ?! just because you are my lil brother, even though we do not have any blood relationship.
we gave you chances again & again, but we dont see any changes.
Since now that you are expelled,weither you coming back or not , i shall wash my hands off you.

Sign, many things wasnt going the way its suppose to be...

can we stop all the nonsense & be like before ?
i want the sweet & endearing boyf back by myside,
are you willing to change for me ?
the time we gonna have for each other is getting lesser each day,due to our work & studies.Sign.
you may be getting on my nerves ,but i love you so much that i really cant bare to lose you.
forever seems to be untrue, ... can we change the facts of this ? baby,nothing is impossible.
lets be like before, & i believe we'll be able to last forever,i love you :D

2009-02-15T21:28:00.006+08:00

brought for baby, the day b4 valetines , 12 at east coast :D

MABLE WONG LI YA :D iloveyou.

poor mable&me,brought for each other th day before valentines.haha:B

FUCK VALENTINES DAY !
signs, instead of gifts and sweet stuff, all i got was quarrel D:
broke up with baby yesterday, due to some fuxcked up stuff that i couldnt take it anymore.
he's getting me on my nerves.argh__
baby took MC yesterday to accompany me, actually planned to go the place we went last year for valentines, but headed down to hougang instead. while waiting for our order, had a huge quarrel with him. we was so angry that we both walked away.
walked off & head down to huimin sis house & waiting for mablebaby to reach.
Played"games" & chit chatted about many things,
thanks sis & baby for being there for me , i love you :B
was planning some stuff when xbee & xhai reach.
Should i go back home ? or accompany them to hotel ?
after hearing xhai say need go 2 places to take thig, i suddenly felt like going home.
hahas, & also bcos Baby's at my place waiting for me to go home .
so after a while, flag a cab at 3am and went home.
Lazy to talk to baby so much when im still angry, waste of time, so went to sleep.
today after talking things out with him, we are fine now.
Hopefully this wont happen again.
SIGN,dissapointed D:

2009-02-11T15:11:00.004+08:00

First day of work for baby, like FINALLY he found a job ;D
currently working in a japanese restaurant near east coast.
Hopefully things would turn up well ;D
Damn,like i said, its only the first day baby's off to work & im already missing him like... agg/
its fuck bored being alone at home, hmm not alone,i guess. probably with those "KahKahs" .
our good brother & sisters . :B
i dont usually see them, but i could feel them just right in my kitchen._l_
im used to it though , haha.
thanks god , mable coming over my place to keep me accompany & have some parties between just both of us, hah! ;B
met up with mable & her boyf at TPY yesterday night .
lotsa joke & laughter. haha! Baby was so dumb , i swear.
& thats what makes me love him .
Sign,talking back about baby, .... i guess i probably have to celebrate valentines all alone D:
baby've got to work till real late , Sign. Actually planned to go to the place where we had our 1st valentines day together, which was when we aint into this relationship yet. But, everything was spoiled D: Sign sign sign... Poor jiaer.
Any kind souls willing to keep me accompany while waiting for baby to come home? :B

2009-02-07T23:13:00.008+08:00

Hotel last night , booked for 12 hours , yet stayed for only 2 hours +,
didnt expect bee they all to come,so room cant have so many people ,so head down to ***** house.finally had fun with bee after such a long time, i miss & love you jie :D
& sorry kor, didnt accompany you . im so sorry, shall make up a time for each other alright.

Me & babys 11 months was simply but sweet.
though we did nothing much special, but i had a great time with him .
loveyou:D

going down geylang meet kor, something happened. hais .

nights people

2009-02-04T22:03:00.004+08:00

♥,Happy 11th monthsary :D

2 more hours to our 11 months baby,
time have pass so fast,
even though theres always quarrel between us.
but i cant bare to let you go,i've probably fall too deep for you.
i wanna be you lil princess , your wifey.
& have our own cute lil baby, like javien :D
but theres still a long way to go D: .
Are you willing to wait ?
& im sorry about some things, & i know im in the wrong.forgive me,will you?
thanks for all the sacrifises you've put in this relationship. i♥you!

isnt he cute? he's my lil cousin,javien :D

2009-02-03T20:09:00.014+08:00

Another 2 days to our 11months.
i love you baby, love you so fxcking much.
who cares about what people say ,
let them say whatever they want.
as long as we know what we are doing can le.
Sorry baby, i may be angry at times and say something rush.
but i dont mean it , & i still love you as much as before.
we'll be fine with just both of us ,INDEPENDENT :D haha!
you'll be working soon,& i'll be concentrating on my studies.isnt this better?
no poing hanging around anymore, time to buck up and lead a normal life.

Kor, even though we've drift alot, but still you're always in our mind .
really miss those time we had together last time,You,laosu & me.
Had so much fun,& happy memories.
Hopefully your relationship will get back like before.
but something happened which hurt me alot that day,at bugis . you should know.about that fxcking bitch.
but its ok, now that we're back to normal & you've know ur mistake.
you stupid lil meimei shall forgive you! haha :D
& you better cherish xiaobaby,she's a great girlfriend & i could see tat you love her alot.
So be strong like us, dont let people break your swt relationship,with all the bad influence and stupid gossip k. Last long my dearest brother & dear girl :D

Had fun the past few days ;B . ***...***
lack of sleep,dying soon D:
& also gonna be broke soon, sign.
hmmm ,cant wait till friday!haha.
******, you better dont bomb bomb ! i'll get really pissed off.

it aint your fault, maybe we are in the wrong too,
different people have different thinking.
its the past, & i dont wish to talk about it anymore.
Do takecare,

2009-02-01T23:36:00.006+08:00

Dissapointed,many things made me realise that true friends aint true.

nothing much to talk about though,
but have a couple of photos to be uploaded.

baby caught it for me ,cute eh :D

tah dah ! baby caught this through playing the swt machine.Jackpot :D

isnt he cute ? im not quite sure who he was,probably baby's cousin .

endearing.

2009-01-29T21:52:00.009+08:00

No school again today,mum forgot to wake me up!yay!
So down to Bugis with baby .
Had sakae sushi for lunch & brought our couple ring,FINALLY!haha.
it've got chip&dale,our chinese name craved on it.so cute :D
while waiting for our ring to be done,down to arcade to catch the stupid bear which costs baby & i more than 20bucks,yet... we've got nothing.__ so stupid, not our day,i guess.
after collecting , shopped around,took neoprints & headed back home.

baby's unagi rice.
i've no idea what this called,but its not bad :D

__, look at my bowl.So huge. cute ehh :B

She's my mummy, pretty huh? :D

&Yay!brought my phone yesterday.
LG'kc550,babypink :D
its 5.0megapixels,produce great photos.
So far,its a perfect phone for me eccept that,no themes available for it.aww..
& Its only at 300++ bucks,without contact or whatsoever.worth it :B

cold war with baby for the whole yesterday,
but we're fine now :B

2009-01-27T23:25:00.007+08:00

Happy new year ! :D

this year was as per normal, nothing special though.
was over at baby's, grandma's & dad's place.
& i've collected 400+ bucks angbaos , so little !D:
but still its a fresh new start and hopefully things would get better .

some pics taken the past few days.

my lil cousin, aint he cute ?

My Mum's boyf who is always there since im a lil girl,{L}f face.

of cos, not forgetting my pretty mummy! ;D

love matters.
baby's hamster. cute ehhh :D

went to catch 'Love matters' at vivo with baby yesterday night.
it've been a long long time since we last catch a movie together, hmm i mean only just 2 of us :D
i've enjoy myself , thanks baby.
our 11 months getting close, finally should be getting our couple ring.
wanted to get it only on our 1st year, but now that we've got our angbaos so decided to get it first. shall see how :D
& probably buying a new phone on thursday :D yay!

I've seen everything in & out,
& i've realise that,
friends isnt the one whoms there,

but my family & boyfriend.

2009-01-21T16:40:00.003+08:00

Hey babies, i need your helps.

Do you think i should have a hair cut ?

either the one on the left , or

the one on the right , but slightly longer and not so spiky.

or should i remain with my old hairstyle ?

2009-01-21T15:18:00.009+08:00

"the aunty above looks like a cat, dont she?
& this is so cool, i never know that we could put a zip on spilt tounge. "

NO SCHOOL TODAY! :D
haha, my dearestmum didnt wake me up this morning,& when baby woke me up,its already 7.30,so went to wake mum up, and she told me to get a MC.
went back to sleep till 11' . woke up, prepared and head down to Sengkang polyclinic.
See doctor for my fxcking cramps, and ,'cough & sore troat'( for baby).
Baby's coughs getting worser each day. poor thing
but,no worries,mydear. Doctor jiaer will be here for you ! :D
im having a horrible cramps just now, & after taking the pills doctor gave, im feeling so much better now..
& baby again with his Xbox , stupid people play stupid game!haha :D

New year's getting close.
went to buy my new year stuff a few days back.
brought 3 tops , 2 bottoms , contact lens , bag , eye lashes & eyeliner. Its cost me $200 bucks or so. There's still many things i wanna buy , probably shall wait till the next time i go shopping :D

Things that i need / want.

a new foundation.

new eye shadow.

more tops.

New hp.( i just spoil my phone__)

slim down 5kg.

reborn my hair.

& lastly, More Ang Baos ! :D

&its time for spring cleaning.
mum & dad gotto work extra hours till midnight.
so Poor Baby & I got to deal with all the cleaning & packings D:
aww.

“A new year is unfolding –like a blossom with petals curled tightly concealing the beauty within.”

2009-01-20T18:11:00.004+08:00

Isnt this beautiful ?
im so gonna make this my 4th one,but changing some parts of it though.
& i'll only put this when im slightly older,or else i regret like those i had before.
shall think twice,but.... i really love this D: aww.

Tattoos are like marriage:
it's a lifelong commitment,
it hurts like hell,
and the color fades over time.

2009-01-19T22:39:00.003+08:00

Meet up with meiling at ps, i miss you :D

havent took our lunch so decided to eat at a stall,called...dont know what.
cost about 30 for the 3 of us, its worth it though. Very big bowl, free flow of drinks&ice cream :D
Shop around & bused down to bugis, walked around while meiling look around for her new year clothes, & she brought a black dress.pretty :D
Hang around till night, planned about going swimming today , meiling & baby came to fetch me from school & headed straight down to hougang swimming complex.Its a boring pool,but have fun though :D
after swimming reached home and had a horrible quarrel with baby just now, angry !
hopefully things would get better.
Meiling just went home, & im gonna sleep soon .tired !

2009-01-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

sorry babies, im lack of photos & post this few days.
did nothing much though,
study,study and study.
i've got to be proud of myself for completing all my hw, & bringing all my books,unlike last year.
im soo gonna be a good lil girl,Haha !
its a fresh start and i seriously got to bucked up with my studies.
not gonna dissapoint my dearest mummy anymore :D
i swear, i've got a greatest mummy ever, she've sacrifise so much for me since im young, but i didnt do her proud at all,all she got was complaints,poor result and dissapointment. i believe things was really hard for you the past few years D:
sorry, & i love you mummy.

of cos not forgeting my sweetest boyf,
he've been with me the past 10 months,
encouraging me and reminding me things i need to do.
he's the best one & i'll never wanna lost him :D
many things wasnt going smoothly last year,hopefully this year would be a better year.
i love you baby, i really do :D

i cant sleep,neither can my dearest boyf.
he's lying here watching the Stupid television while im here blogging.
theres school tomorrow,gonna ask baby to sing songs and tap me to sleep ! haha :D
nights people.

Happy birthday :D

2009-01-10T23:43:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday , velda ! :D

Baby,why you stick so many stickers on your body?Haha:D

thanks baby, i really appreciate it :D

Was over at temple yesterday night with baby&parents till 4am+++
i swear im getting freaking lethargic & lifeless.
fell asleep on baby's lap while waiting for them to finish their stuff,in mummy's car.
slept through the whole journey home.
was kindda awake when i reached home,
So,got my xbox from my mummy , fixed & watch baby play till 6am,
went to sleep, & woke up at 3 this afternoon
but surprisingly,baby's awake very early in the morning,helping me with all the house work mummy requested.thanks honneh:D

attended velda's birthday at her place.
the cute lil princess turn 10 years old.
She's boyf's lil cousin.
i swear, she pretty cute,but very naughty huh!haha!
i've lots of fun there though,
its seem as if i've turn into a lil girl,
playing toy arrow bow,and lots of cute stuff.
had our lunch, & played till night.
at about 9-10pm, its time for a cutting cake session.
Sang birthday songs & took some pictures with the birthday girl & all.
* sorry people, the pictures in their camera, i'll try upload them asap :D
seat around for a short while and everyone headed back home,as for baby&me,
we slowly walk from compasspoint, back home :D
& here i am blogging while baby playing with the STUPID Xbox.
i swear,baby's getting crazy,he's talking to himself while playing the game.
IRRATATING!
but well,this wont change the facts that i love him.haha :D

Hmm,Meiling,sorry for not turning up yesterday night.
baby&i really got to stay at the temple till very late.
& my mum doesnt wants to send us down to east coast,& she made noise about wasting the transport up and down, especially with all the midnight charge.
we shall meet up again next time alright?
Takecare,loves.

present tense (L)

2009-01-05T15:28:00.004+08:00

Today baby came to fetch me from school,
I've finally saw my dearest sister,huimin.
i miss her so badly.
thanks god , now that im allowed to go back to school,we could have our funs back :D
First day of school was tiring though, but i've had a great time.

Hmm, 10 months with baby today.
we could hardly celebrate, due to my school tomorrow.
still as long as he's here by my side , i would be as happy.

th love that never fades.

2009-01-05T00:25:00.006+08:00

Happy 10 monthsary,baby ! :D

You are always there when i needed you.
though theres always quarrel between us , the love is always still there.
Hopefully we could remain like before , sweet loving couple.
After all ups and down we've gone through together ,
we know each other in and out.
i have horrible attitude, you too.
we'll have to learn to accept the way your love ones are.
but , of cos.. it isnt a good thing to have horrible attitude.
10 months have past, now that our relationship is getting stable.
Let change for the better, and never take th love for each other for granted.
We heard many things about each other, we've seen through many thing around us. Baby, you should know who's the ones whom will really be there for you.
Its your family, and of cos... ME .
though im still young but i believe , my love for you aint that simple.
definately not Puppy love. im hell sure about this.
Its really aint easy to last an relationship, but we managed to make it.
At times,whenever we quarrel, i would thought that our love is getting weaker & felt like ending it.
But i was wrong,it was Anger which causes all this silly thoughts. The love is always there, in fact its getting deeper each day.
Baby,After all that we have been through, lets not let it be flow down into the drain, lets keep our relationship strong.
i believe we could do it , right ?
i love you baby, i really really do .

(L)

2009-01-04T23:42:00.009+08:00

gift from james&wendy, Thanks :D

Baby brought it for me, during our 1st monthsary.(L)

Cute huh? we caught it , Baby's cow & My doggie :D
baby caught it for me during our cold war to cheer me up.(L)

Spent my past few days with james,wendy,meiling,baby & a friend.
guess what? we spent our night at,East coast,east coast and again ..East coast. =.='
I've had enough funs during the holidays , its really time to buck up for my studies.
My results in 2008 was freaking hell horrible.
But guess what my mum told me ? "Its expected!" __
im sure my results and attitude in school was a dissapointment to her.
but still, she love and care for me.
Mummys always the best :D
i love you,mummy !

Gonna go to school to see the principle regarding weither am i allowed to go back to school.Hopefully, her answer is YES.
Really miss those days in school, though theres many things that i hate to do,still i had lots of fun :D
JOEY CHUA CHERYL JIAER ,its really time to buck up.enough of fun,studies first :D
of cos , i wanna thanks my dearest baby, for encouraging me to study hard.
i will seek your advice baby, i sure will.
Love you;

a fresh start.

2009-01-01T21:38:00.011+08:00

Happy new year babies :D.

down to Amk , met up with meiling,wendy&james.
meiling's hair is like, So fucking cute ! :D
hang around till 9pm, got our stuffs & head down to East Coast.
Enjoyed ourself and, cab down to orchad to meet wendy's friend.
went to Bangkok'thai disco for a very very short while,
Its damn boring, i swear! so left and sat at taka.
meiling,she's afraid of a Cute lil winnie the pooh which has a snake covering.__ , so cute.
chit chatted and left back to baby's house at 7am.
Lack of sleep,really tired.
But still got to accompany Baby's mum & aunty for breadfast.
after everything was done, finally reached home at 10.
Fell asleep immediately..
Now, im back at my own place. Baby's uncle send us home.thanks :D

School reopening tomorrow!:D
Hopefully the principle will allow me back to school.

the sweet things

2008-12-31T14:55:00.004+08:00

Baby catch it for me at bugis arcade's machine,thanks baby.

Did nothing special the past few days.
spent my days at home with baby & went swimming a couple of time this week.

Baby, 5 more days to our 10 monthsary :D
all the up and down that i have spent with you.
such memorable memories:D
though at times theres some misunderstanding between you and me,
we always get over it in a few minutes time.
We should keep our love strong like before alright :D
loveyou,

went swimming yesterday with baby and his 2 lil cousin.
had so much fun , i swear :D

decades

2008-12-22T00:45:00.005+08:00

Hi babies,
havent been posting for several days.
Did nothing special though,*home,Bugis.
Meiling over at my place for a few days, She's really free.coming up and down to my house. And guess what, Its from jurong to sengkang and sengkang back to jurong... so cute of her >___<
one of the day, she came over to my place without giving my a call, planning to give me a surprise,but her plan failed.She took the wrong lrt to West side of sengkang.
She got no other chioce but to call me, for i know the way back.Haha,but im really touched :D love you.
slack and did nothing special for a couple of days,
2 days back, meet wenhong & meiling at bugis, saw many familier faces.
as per normal,*rock fevering,pool,hanging around.
headed down to PS during evening. Here's sooo much better than Bugis.
Getting really bored at Bugis, no life >__<

Some pics taken the past few days.

& yes, Swimming again! wendy,james & meiling was over at my place yesterday.
played batminton in the middle of the night & slept at 4 am.
wendy woke us up at 11am,so tired.
went swimming today at sengkang.
Baby did so much crazy stuns in the pool, so cute :D
i had soooo much fun with them though :D
left at 6,James and wendy went home,while Baby,meiling and i headed home cook dinner ,watch tv and Meiling headed home at 11pm.
Snap some pictures with the 2 pretties.

Baby's having a stomach aches now,poor thing.
gonna accomapany him & make sure he's fine
Nights people,:D

2008-12-13T13:49:00.004+08:00

Headed down to Bugis yesterday.
Did nothing special, *slack,rock fever-ing,Fusion.
took some pictures though,

Night time, Ahhoe drive Baby,me,landl,chao po,karen to loyang dua peh gong,At changi.
Not feeling very well, vomited. D:
So ahhoe send us back home . thanks donkey ! :D

Today surpose to meet meiling and all at bugis, than to Funeral at night.
But.. mummy just called and ask me to go grandma house ,Its her birthday ! :D
Sorry peeps, will meet you guys after my dinner .
& again, my poor baby got to be alone then,Sign.

2008-12-10T23:08:00.006+08:00

Sengkang New swimming pool ;D

Some pics taken at the pool,
Had lotsa fun , though theres only 3 of us.
Meiling,she's really cute,wearing bikini running around looking so shy.hehe
& she dunno how to swim either, everytime push my head down into water.Angry`
She's over at my place again today.
Keep farting & do stupid action, cant stand her nonsense.Haha !
but i love her though ;D

2008-12-10T14:56:00.002+08:00

Steven was over at my place yesterday afternoon,
long time no see brother ,
slack around and pass him his present .
Brother left home at 7+ , & deardeardear MEILING came ! Haha ;D
i love you girl.
took some stupid pictures. HAHA :D
wanted to go swimming at the new swimming pool at sengkang,theres 10 diffs slides there ;D
but had a small quarrel with baby.ANGRY.
but everything is fine now D:
meiling&baby now cooking maggi mee, gonna take a look at them :D

2008-12-08T23:52:00.004+08:00

ktv,RED BOX :D
its a personal room for 20-35 people :D

the OLDIES,parents & friends swimming ;D

Plam resort's room .

BABY,happy9months.iloveyou !

Hi babies, im backs ! ;D
malaysia trip was kindda fun yo .
had a wonderful 9 months with baby there.
was over at senai,plam resort, its huge there though.
went bowling,swimming,ktv & etc.
although did nothing special there, i had a wonderful time still ;D

meet up with dearest meiling , wendy & james today at bugis .
walked around , Rock fevering .
MEILING PANGSEH US AGAIN ! D:
i dont like you, HAHA !
just reach home not long ago,11++
gonna accompany baby soon, making noise again.haha

2008-12-04T14:47:00.005+08:00

Happy 9 months anniversary :D
counting down,1 more day :D
Baby thanks for everything.
your stupid actions & crazy lil jokes.
sleeping in ur embrace makes me feel warm,
waking up in ur embrace brighten up my days :D
thanks for all ur efforts you put into this relationship .
you're the sweetest lil thingy on earth baby .
iloveyous.

Meiling over at my place yesterday , so cute of her.
did so much stupid action, *heheh, not gonna say what she did xD
played cards,& went to sleep.
Peeps,going off to malaysia tomorrow morning with parents,friends && of cos my dearest boyfriend :D
guess what, theres 32 of us going._|_ .
missing all my friends & sisters in singapore, especially MEILING. :D
a 3 days 2 night trip, must miss me alr . Haha :D

2008-12-03T11:38:00.004+08:00

Was over at steph chalet the pass 2 days :D
Had lotsa fun,When swimming,throwing people down,& etc :D
Happy birthday Steph :D
meiling ar meiling,swimming while ******* very shiok eh ! hhah.
you fxcking cute ok ?

BBQ,slack around.
yesterday morning check out .
Tired tired tired !
reached home , sleep all the way till today .Haha !

2008-11-29T00:42:00.004+08:00

TIRED!woke up at 7am,prepared & went to collect my stupid passport.
mummy sent me and baby down to bugis after collecting,its only 10+am when we reach._|_
walk around and meet up with Mablebaby at Mac, smoke&chit chatted till she went off to work.
Boredboredbored.. saw Steven,Baby& some others at MOSburger,slack around.
took some pics with my sister,*long time no see my dear :D

ilovethemtotheMax:D

waited for 2 girls down,had some stupid problem,Complicated.
settled everything & headed back home,
IM SO STRESS,$$$$$$ ! D:

_|_ that pathetic bitch yo.
disgusted,step innocent& friendly.Yet? WHAT THE FXCK.
hey,you know what you have say behind me and my boyf's back alright.
Seriously..dont force us to say everything out & tear your fxcking face.
we are all just giving ______ face, so we kept quiet.
we aint stupid alright.
let me tell you something,we can give _____ face for once,twice or even trice,but not more than that, We have our limits alright.
Let me warn you first, 'though we kept quiet about many things,does not means that you could climb on top of us'.
All i could say is,Enough is enough..dont get overbroad,theres a max to our limits.

Meiling ah meiling, IMISSYOU !
got ahbee , dont want us already D:

2008-11-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

23,
James,wendy,& meiling came over to my place after work .
slack,chit chat & play :D
was feeling sick yesterday, so didnt went to work.
slack at home,& rest. James&wendy went off at 10pm,meiling stayed over at my place again :D
Today Baby & i woke up at 12+, waked meiling up , prepared,had lunch and baby&i went off to work while meiling headed home.
Saw ahjian on the train.. *Long time no see :D .
meet yiling at orchad and start work :D
Sales were poor today , $50 only._|_
had some small quarrel with baby today,but we are fine now :D
work till 7+ pm, took train & head back home .
Snap some pictures today :D

Baby & i look retard though,HAHA :D
had a picture of Ms meilingg, but i dont know if i should put it up.
she would probably me mad with me, i guess.
so i think i better not.Haha ! :D

Nights off,
got to accompany baby,
he lying beside me watching some stupid show.
so cute of him :D
baby,guess what?
i love you to the max :D

2008-11-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

Meilingg ! :D
i grabbed this from your blog !!
you look so cute alr :D
Though,we seldom contact each other till recently,
you're a great friend, your funny and stupid lil actions brighten up our days :D
you're such a greatgreat entertainment . Haha :D
had lotsa fun with you the past few days :D
&& of cos, i wanna thanks you for your bbq chicken wing, so yummy :D
hopefully our relationship will get better thn before :D
loveyougirl<3

Stay at home with baby the whole day ,
did nothing much.Bored.

got to wake up at 6 in the morning.
Going to singapore flyer with grandparents & lil cousins,
Its Grandparents day! got to keep them accompany.
Baby shall stay at home and meet yiling at 12,
They will be going off to work, i will join them at 12+ :D

2008-11-21T23:25:00.005+08:00

Finally,im back at home.
havent been home for a couple of weeks.
spent my days over at baby's house,working,chalet,manymore..

hotel toilet :D

weeks back,Baby and me went up hotel to look for meiling,wendy and james :D
chitchatted & slack around.
it was after a longlong time that i last saw wendy :D
imissyousomuchjie :D
snap some pictures with her :D ^^^^

Many things happen the past few day&weeks.
i couldnt remember much .
im either out at Baby's house ,chalet or working.
19nov,
Was out at Friend's chalet, had so much fun & laughter .
at midnight, headed down to punggol to collect some stuffs.
meiling,you're so cute man !
had so much fun with you these few days . loveyousomuch :D

seriously many things happen.
but im really lazy to type.
Baby fell asleep again after sleeping for 17 hours.
he's by myside now :D he look kindda cute sleeping thoughh.Haha
im kindda tired too,but im not sure if i could make myself to sleep.Shall see :D
Had a couple of pictures, but not uploading it so soon.
shall leave them for my next few post.
i dont like post without pictures :D

im still tired,gosh.
turning pig soon,zzz
think should go offline alr
should be meeting Meiling tmr,
missher :D
Lastly,i've slimed down 2kg :D
Hoho!

2008-11-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

Baby is sleeping soundly beside me now,he's so cute :D
he must be really tired due to his work.poor thing D:
as for me,i cant sleep at all,my eyes are opening wide._|_
Shall do some survey thinging to kill boredness,
& hopefully i would get tired after some time..

1. 3 names thats in your mind:
- Melvin.Wenhan.Laosu :D {its my boyf's name)

2. Two things you are wearing right now:
- black tee, with boyf's cute winnie th pooh boxer :D

3. Three things you can't live w/o?
- Boyf,family,& of cos $$$ :D

4. What's your fav. cake?
- CHEESECAKE :D

5. Are you currenly in a r/s?
- yes,

6. Have you ever been given a rose?
- Nah, i dont like rose :D

7. What is your all-time favourite romance movie?
- no idea

8. Have you ever been in love?
- uh huh,im in love with... :D heh heh,you should know :D

9. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
- Hmm,maybe? its fated.

10. What's is your current problem?
- Im afraid that my current school wont want me back .
i still wanna study though.

11. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yeah,in the past.130906.

12. Your thoughts of online or long distance r/s?
- Its kinda silly.. im used to having my silly baby by my side :D

13. Have you ever seen a friend more than a friend?
- huh?

14. Do you believe on the statement 'once a chapter always a chapter'?
- Seriously,i dont quite understand it . Haha .

15. How many kids do you want to have?
- My boyf wants a soccer team.crazy isnt it ? as for me, 1 will do :D

16. What is/are your favourite color(s)?
- Black,White,Pink,Purple,Blue.

17. believe you only love once?
- Nah.but i believe i really love him :D

18. Do you like anyone right now?
- No.but i love him :D

Done with this stupid survey,
but guess what ? i still cant sleep _|_
should i wake baby up? i dont think so..
maybe i shall stay awake to watch the the show showing on channel8
seems like horror movie,im kinda scare though.
or shall i count lil sheeps and make myself go to bed ?
Shall see ..

goodnight people,
nights off

2008-11-06T13:19:00.004+08:00

Can i have Terng hui min out now , please ? D:

Planning For Holidays ;
♥Lose weight, at least 5kg .
♥Save $ for me & baby's malaysia trip.
♥Find a part time job.(intro?)
♥Tongue peircing.
♥Touch up & my 4rd tattoo :D ($?)
♥Hair cut.
♥Buy photoshop(anyone have?)
♥My nightlife back (doubtso,baby got to work D:)

2008-11-05T08:50:00.008+08:00

Happy 8 months,baby :D
Yesterday,directly at twelve, baby hugged and wish me a Happy8months.
Although we didnt do much celebration,still,it was simply and meaningful :D
So blessed to have you baby,Im satified with what i have now..
Thinking back at those things that we have done during the past 8months.
Theres both,pain and laughters..We have gone through it together .
I never thought that love could be so true,but from the day i found you,you turn my life around:D
You was there whenever i needed you,iloveyou!
I really wanna thanks you for everything you have done for me,the changes you have made in me.
I will never find someone like you again,
Shall keep this relationship long,Hopefully..forever :D

Im boredboredbored !D:
Baby off to work,im all alone,
Somebody entertain me,please ? DDDD:
imissbaby D:

2008-11-03T15:45:00.012+08:00

Took some time ago. Elaine :D

Xiaobaby,iloveyougirl :D

Baby's round round tummy,soo cute :D

Thanks god, my relationship with baby is back to normal :D
Headed down to Bugis with Baby, Steven and Xiaobaby .
meet Bee,joy and the rest. Slack around and Bused back to baby's house at 10+ till the next day, went back my house with his uncle :D

Baby,im glad that we are fine now,
hopefully you could see slight changes in me,im trying alr :D
thanks for your understanding and care.
i would never ever want to lose you.
Finally,someone broke my 7months record,& im so glad that it YOU :D
Another TWO days to our 8 months ,baby :D
iloveyou♥ ,

Terng Hui Min♥

Sister,thinking back to the first day i know you in school .
you were such a cute and crazy lil girl :D
you brights up my day without fail my dear .
whenever we're in trouble,you will never leave us alone,you're always right by our sides.
You're such a wonderful sister :D
Remember when u called me up that day,telling me that you have transfered to my class im so happy,looking forward to the day when we could get together in class ,
The classroom would be such disaster :D
But everything seems to change D:
Baby(mable) msged me yesterday.. telling me that you are in remand now,
waiting for court review .
i broke down D:
Sis,i miss youuu ,all your silly actions and lil jokes DDD:
We really wish that after this , you would learn your lesson and be good .
Still, nomatter what happend i will be right there by your side.
i will be waiting for you nomatter how long is it .
i♥you !

Baby went back to work today after a longlong break D:
im all alone at home once again D: _|_
imissbaby! DDD:
he better faster come home ! D:

2008-10-31T15:37:00.004+08:00

Currently not uploading any New photos , lost my USB D:

Chit Chatted with Baby yesterday ,trying to talk things out :D
Hopefully our relationship would get better :D
iloveyouus,
Steven over at my house the past 2 days, he is here again today,bringing her girlf,xiaobaby along :D
They quarreled with each other yesterday due to stupid things.
lets hope that they would get back together soon :D
Cheerup my dear :D

Planning to *Extend today, shall see how :D
Going off to accompany my silly baby ♥

2008-10-30T16:54:00.003+08:00

Many things happened the past few days .
Baby,you've change too..
i dont know what have happen to us,
thinking back at all the happy times we had , to all the quarrels we are having now.
its really hurts D:
i know my attitude isnt good, but i didnt mean it you know.
i love you , but i just simply cant control my temp. i really need time D:
or do you think i should let things go ?
remain single to change my attitude before i find another boyf ?
will it better for both of us ?
Yesterday's things hurt me alot alot, but im glad you are back..
but still,im thinking.. am i doing the right thing ?
i cant bare to let go, i cant forget everything easily like how u could.
If i could be like you, i would rather let go. but im not D:
Quarreling everyday wont work.Sign..
i just hope that we could turn back like before, all the happy times and laughters.
its really memorable you know , baby ?
can we be back like before ? please ?
we've been through all up and down for going 8 months..
i really dont wish to stop everything after going on for so long.
theres freaking bad attitude from me , but have you ever thought of those good and happy things ? can u stop thinking on the negative side ?
since im such a bad girlf, think we should give each other some time ?
will it be better ?
baby, i really love you and i hope we could turn back like before . thats all i want.

2008-10-25T19:29:00.007+08:00

My first featured friend in friendster :D
1. What's his/her full name?
♥ S. wen han :D

2. Does he or she have a bf/gf?
♥ Yes, and its ME :D

3. Do you know a secret about him/her?
♥ Yes :D

4. Is this person older than you?
♥ Yes

5. Has he/she ever cooked for you?
♥ yeah, almost everyday :D

6. When was the last time you thought of him/her?
♥ every sec im thinking of him :D

7. Do you have a nickname for each other?
♥ i dont have any for him, but he has got lots of nickname for me D:

8. How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
♥ Billion times :D he's right beside me everyday =.=''

10. Have you seen this person cry?
♥ No, He cry without showing it out,but to himself in his heart .

11. How long have you known this person?
♥ about 1 year :D

12. Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
♥ Obviously :D

13. Have you ever had a sleep with him/her?
♥ Yeah,Everyday :D

14. If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
♥ Of cause i will .

15. Have you ever given this person something?
♥ Yes, i have given him all my loveee :D

16. Have you ever done something really stupid with this person?
♥ Don't know ?

17. Have you ever made something with this person?
♥ Yes :D

18. Have you fought before?
♥ Yeah,but still we got back together :D

19. Do you know everything about this person?
♥ i think so :D

20. person's shoe size?
♥ 39,40 ?

21. Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
♥ Yeah, i wear his clothes to sleep almost everyday XD

22. Have you ever heard this person sing?
♥ Yes,almost everyday :D

23. Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?
♥ Nope, not more than 1 hour :D

24.Have you and this person went clubbing?
♥ Yes,lots of time :D

25. Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
♥ Yeah, he love seeing me with my Fucked face :D

26. Do you and this person talk a lot?
♥ Alot alot :D

27. who is his/her crush??
♥ ME,ME,MEEE :D

28. Has this person yelled at you?
♥ yeah, at times when he's angry, but he doesnt mean it

29. Do you love this person?
♥ Yes! i love him so fxcking much :D

30. Do you want to be with him/her forever?
♥ What do you think ? i cant afford to lose him .

♥ baby,iloveyou !

Rotting at home the whole day with baby :D
Found some silly questions and so intented to put it up .
Hmm,toto daddy having his bowling competition later at 11.45pm till morning.
thought of going down to have a look,shall see how.
No matter what, all the best to you,toto :D
Loveyou,

2008-10-24T23:43:00.007+08:00

i want you , s'wenhan :D
silly baby of mine <3

After wasting one more year in sec1,i have finally made it to sec2.
But whats the point when i've already been expelled ? _|_
it seriously make no differents at all DD:
will they take me back again ? hope so .

Things wasnt going smoothly since the day i was expelled.
last friday and saturday, was up at ahhoe's place with baby,xiaobee,chocolate and a girl. *EXTEND :D we had fun ,but on the sunday morning,my mum called and was mad when she found out about my tattoo on my tummy and leg. _|_
she was freaking dissapointed,sign.
sorry mummy,
i have been feeling down for this few days, but thanks baby for being there with me.
he never fail to cheer me up :D
iloveyou.

leaving singapore to malaysia with baby and my parents
some days during th'holiday.
Got to save money D:

2008-10-17T15:00:00.003+08:00

Poured water on a express class bitch, & was send to DM office.
Ah tan called my mum and told her that i wont have to come to school anymore.
quarreled with my mum then. she's fucking hell treatening me again._|_
seated outside DM office until school dismissed D:
quarreled with baby when i reach home, he was angry about what i did DDD:
ignore him and went into another room to sleep.
everything wasnt going the way it suppose to be D: Sign..

Baby changed D:
& i HATE that song! D:
sign.

2008-10-16T16:25:00.005+08:00

Happy 1 year & 7months ,Mr donkey:D
you've always been there for me whenever i needed you .
though at times,many things get inbetween us.
we are still able to overcome :D
you've always been the crazy ones who cheers me up without fail :D
but recently something have happened .
and it have cause you to change tremondously.
and seeing you in this states really hurts me alot D:
Please, as a sister of urs,i dont wish you see you like that .
dont keep taking stuff that may hurt yourself.
though at times we take it too,but please do have your limits.
the previous time i saw you, you were totally out of control.
i know you may feel hurt, but by doing this you're negleting those who cares for you too.
after talking to you the past few days, i could see that you're feeling better :D
hopefully you could get things over and start afresh.
you and i,each have our own personal life and things to do with .
i couldnt be seeing you for 24hours everyday.
but still,my soul's always be there for you.
weither you are feeling up or down,im willing to be there with a pair of listening ears.
Nobody's perfect,neither am i.At times i may have horrible attitudes
but please understand alright
im so glad that i have found such a wonderful brother like you :D
& i sincerly wanna thanks you for you bigbig penguin for birthday :D

Collected my Exam papers today.
English - 77/100
Mathematic - 31/100.
Chinese - 54/100
Literature - 39/100.
History - 23/100.
My result was terrible D:
Am i able to graduate to sec2 ? i doubt so D:
i swear im gonna quit school if i ever gonna retain again,
or i shall be the only sec3 in sec1. fucking shit ! D:
& Something disturbing happened during recess today,
Its regarding a bitch in one of the sec1 classes.
her skirt was like.. so fucking short.
Though it have got nothing to do with me, i did something ridiculas
she was standing up queuing for food, i walked pass and pulled her skirt up :D
stupid right? i did it out of boredness,and also at the first place i did not have a good impression of her due to some stupid things that she have done.please,Im not a pervert ok !

gonna chiong maple and accompany baby in awhiles times :D

2008-10-15T13:20:00.007+08:00

The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender.

Helped baby Chiong maple throughout the whole morning,afternoon and night yesterday
and Stayed up late to accompany him :D
It have been a long long time when we last stayed up with all our hug,kisses and talks
due to our work and studies D:
& yesterday we finally make up time for it :D
it have been a wonderful night,baby :D
layed right in your arms,the warmth of your body.
Though,you're staying right by my side everyday,we seldom stay up late to accompany each other.how i wish everyday was yesterday,but i doubt so,due to his work and my studies D:
But still, i will love you forever,i sure will :D

Boring day,but luckily i still have baby :D,
going to get change out,leaving off to bishan with baby,and my parents to collect my phone and shop around :D

2008-10-13T14:28:00.002+08:00

Its was such a dreadly day today D:
went off to school and had my science paper.
wasted few mins staring blankly at 3 thick sheets of exam piece ,
& 1 hour dozing off . ( its surpose to be a 2 hours paper )
i swear,i was already giving up at the 1st page .
but i couldnt just hand in a blank piece of paper.so,didnt bother much about it,continue writing down whatever i could .
damn,today's paper was a disaster ! D:
but im so so glad ... It was the last paper ! :D
Could have back all my fun :D
Back at home at 11+,it was raining heavily.
i was all wet by the time i reach my door side.
Boyf opened the door for me , get me my towel at pushed me into the bathroom .
He claims that i would fall sick if i dont bath quickly. Really ?
weither is it true ,i still wanna thanks him for his concern :D
while i was bathing,baby cooked lunch .
we planned to pack the whole room after eating :D
Moved everything out of the room,do vacuming,mopping,packing up and all :D
though it was tiring,we are glad with the outcome,so comfortable..especially with baby around :D
baby playing PS while im here blogging .
going to accompany him now :D

Tomorrow and the next day will be marking day,
so didnt have to go school :D
Shall stay at home and accompany my boyf :D

2008-10-12T20:48:00.003+08:00

One year older, things changes so much .
From a young innocent lil girl to a ridiculas problematic child.
its a dissapoinment to my mum,im sorry D:
after what i've gone through the past few year when im out in sociaty,
i've learn lots of things ,weither is it good or bad.i had it all enough.
i seriously regreted taking the wrong steps,but things are too late .
but thanks god,i've found my precious boyf..he brought me back up again :D
though,both of us are on the same path.
he still does encourage me on my studies and all.
we encounted lots of differents things together,fun and troubles.
Drug,though its aint a good things to touch on, but it brought our love closer.
we aint addicted,neither do we have temptation.Its just something we used to closen our relationship and dis-stress :D
some poeple may think its an excuse,but i wont care what people think :D
as long as we're happy.
Inks,Its does not mean if you have more tattoos on you, you're the greatest and could hold controls on everything.It depends on the way you view it.Baby and me had a same tattoo on our hands, we didnt have any intention to show off,just hoping that its will represent our love for one another :D
All the changes i have made, all the things i've done .
its all for my beloved boyf .
7 months that we have gone through together , all the up and down .
he had teached me lots of things , and i appreciated it alot .
Baby,i love you .